The Story Unfolds...
Season Five, Episode Thirty Five.. §§ Captain's Perogative
§§ Debut Launch: July 1st, 2006.
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"rwein5" <rwein5eve@charter.net> Date: Mon Jul 3, 2006 7:08 am Subject: Eye Opener..
He
couldn't see the face behind the light.
All he felt was the piercing pain down his left side
and the chorus of bees that seemed to have settled in his head. The light shifted and he groaned,
knowing that the cracked vocal strains came directly from him.
Cap tried to shut his eyes
against the forced brightness, but didn't have the strength. Finally, the light shut off and a voice
filtered through the buzzing.
"Okay, Hank, good job. Just hang in there," the deep voice commanded.
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He wasn't sure if he understood the command, but it didn't matter. There was only so much he was
capable of doing right now. Images began dancing in his mind as he tried to shut out the annoying
real world. Between the pain, the prodding, and the obvious demands for him to comply, he let himself
drift to the earlier part of his day.
That part wasn't filled with pain and anguish. That memory
was pleasant and filled with satisfaction.
Then the whirlwind of images picked up speed and
he tried to make sense of them. His addled brain set into overdrive and he felt the spiraling descent
into the worst part of his day; the part that landed him here on an examining table with nothing but
pain.. Yet the physical pain seemed to competing for his mental anguish.
He desperately wanted
to open his eyes and see the faces of his men. However, that reality was no longer around. All he
knew was the despair of loss and the anguish of defeat; all because of his decisions and his leadership.
He succumbed to the depths of his own reality where the crew was safe and all was as it should
be.
A veil of darkness slipped around him carrying him away to a world of sleep. He groaned
again.
Remembering . . .
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************************************************* From: "sniffles_76102" <sniffles_76102@yahoo.com>
Date: Mon Jul 3, 2006 10:15 pm Subject: Reverse..
It had been a dark cloudy day.
All
the men had gotten to the station on time.
Even Gage.
They all had been on time for three
shifts in a row. Cap remembered that he made a bet with all of his men, stating... "I bet you twits
couldn't get here on time, all of you, for three shifts..."
Smiling, Hank looked around as
Johnny came skidding into the kitchen mumbling, "Sorry Cap, about being late."
Chet looked
up and said, "Cap what would happen if we got here on time, all of us,"..he mused, while glancing
at Johnny, " for three shifts?"
Hank knowing how at least one of them would always be late,
smiled and said , "I'll hang the hose for you twits without any of you helping me."
Well
that time had come.
::How could I have known that "C" shift had a lot of calls during the night
and didn't have time to hang hose?:: Cap thought miserably while he was getting the hose hung
off the tower and thinking about his men. ::How DID all of my men get Johnny in here on time?::
He was still mumbling to himself, when he looked down... He immediately made another face.
All of his men were watching him from below the tower.
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"Johnny, how come you can get here on time when I make a bet, but all the other times you're late?"
scowled Hank from where he was.
"Well, Cap. I couldn't let down the men... How was I to know that
"C" Shift left you these nice, soggy presents?" Johnny smiled up at Hank.
"Yeah, Cap. We HAVE
wondered how the experts do it." said Chet with laughter in his voice as he gestured at the long
spaghetti trails of hose slowly moved upwards, one by one.
Stoker really never thought this
kind of outcome would happen either. Mike just laughed and didn't say a word.
Marco was smiling,
when he looked around at the clouds. "Hey Cap, you might want to hurry a little. It looks like there
is a storm coming in." he shouted up.
"Do you twits have nothing else to do, except watch
me?!" Cap said a little testily. He hadn't hung hose in a long time and he was remembering quite
easily why he didn't miss it.
The men turned to go back into the station.
They had just
made it inside, when it happened.
Lightning struck the tower and outside, the captain started
yelling and screaming. They saw that he was being electrocuted as the tower came down through
the window.
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The firemen felt like the world had come to an end. They were still reeling at how the loud the
crack of lightning and the boom of thunder had rocked them.
They raced back outside and began
circling the crumpled hose tower where their captain lay entangled.
Mike turned around and
immediately called out on the alcove radio to headquarters. But he got no reply back. ::The lightning
must have zapped the radio transceiver.:: he thought.
Then he went to the engine, grabbed his
HT, and tried once again to radio out to L.A. for help.
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************************************************** From: "rwein5" <rwein5eve@charter.net> Date:
Sat Jul 15, 2006 2:41 pm Subject: Flashback
Being the best paramedic team in the county had
had its drawbacks.
One of the biggest drawbacks had to have been handling an emergency situation
in their own backyard.
Once the lightning had struck, both Roy and Johnny slipped quickly into
their paramedic mode and had administered CPR. Chet and Marco frantically pulled away the heavy canvas
hoses and cleared the area for the team.
Mike was already at their side with the biophone
and oxygen. Despite the intimidating wind and threat of a downpour, the crew of Station 51 had
stayed professional and persistent. A heartbeat soon began again, and by the time the ambulance arrived,
Hank was reading as stable and was ready for transport.
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A day of rest and monitoring... and Cap's visit at Rampart was promised to remain short.
He
had survived that one.
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The scene played out in broken details as Hank continued to struggle to consciousness once again.
Why he was remembering an incident from several years ago with such clarity, eluded him and
further agitated his pain-riddled senses. He had survived then. :: But what about today? Will I survive
the consequences of my last decision?:: he thought.
"Hank?"
The tunnel of voices spun
away again. He tried hard to listen, but only shook his aching head in frustration." . . .aghh . .
my . .men?" he whispered.
"Hank? Can you stay with me? Hank . . ?" prompted the question again.
Stanley felt a softness against his forehead as the gentle voice made its way to his confused
mind.
"Hank? You need to let me know where it hurts? Can you hear me?" it asked.
Cap
decided that he couldn't open his eyes nor find the strength to reply back.
Dixie looked up
at Joe Early as he continued to assess his newest patient.
Early sighed, putting away his stethoscope.
"I don't know, Dix. We need to see those X-rays before I can do much else." he told her, indicating
the backboard that Cap had been strapped to.
"I know. I just wish he was more coherent." she
said.
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Hank restlessly moved his arms and legs, attempting to find control in the physical world and not
succeeding. " . . Roy?"
Dixie tried to soothe the injured fireman. "Shh, Hank. Everything is
okay. You're at Rampart and we're working hard to make you more comfortable."
Hank heard some
of the words, but felt no relief. The depth of his anguish and pain radiated from his groans and the
vision of his latest dream still taunted him. "..jus' lightning . . But thank G*d they all ...stayed
okay while getting to me.. " he swallowed dryly.
Dixie frowned at Cap's mismatched facts as Hank
mumbled through his current pain. "What is he talking about?" she wondered.
Then Early pointed
to a detail on his chart. "Two years ago, Dix. That was the last time he was hurt like this."
Dixie hung her head and once again tracked the fast flow of I.V. fluid out of the drip chamber that
was delivering badly needed electrolytes.
She knew the next few days would be tough as the fireman
discovered the outcome of this latest rescue. Details were still scarce as the rescue effort
continued. Despite her need to attend to Hank's injuries, McCall also wished she could be at the
base station to hear the latest from the command center.
" . . jus' search for. . my . .men.."
Hank tried to roll to his side as another wave of pain rolled through his back. "..My decision . .
" he grunted when the immobilization measures he was under, stopped him.
Dixie took another
blood pressure reading and noted the tears slipping from Hank's clenched eyelids.
"Hang on,
Hank . . You have to hang on." she whispered "Absolutely everything possible is being done to try
and find them."
The door to the treatment room opened and Carol peeked in.
Joe and Dixie
looked up briefly to acknowledge her presence and both of them flinched at the look on her face.
"They've found Roy and Chet. Life Flight is bringing them in now." said Evans. ------------------------------------------------------------------
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************************************************** From: "Champagne Scott" <chameleonkate@hotmail.com>
Date: Mon Jul 17, 2006 7:46 pm Subject: The Staining..
Out in reception, Gage was impatiently
waiting for a police car to take him back to the site of the collapse.
A voice startled him
from a nearby chair, breaking into his whirlwind nightmare.
"Please tell me the truth, Johnny.
How bad is it out there?"
Gage turned, struck numb with recognition when he saw Joanne DeSoto,
rising to her feet with a kleenix clutched tight and mangled in her hands.
The exhausted fireman
paramedic cast away his glance with a curious, pained reluctance as he took her palms in his own.
Firmly, Roy's frantic wife reached out for his fire jacketed arm. "Please. I know you're under
orders. But... I want.." she corrected herself. "I have to know what to say to the kids..They need
hope." she moaned, fighting crippling fear.
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Gage renewed the tight grip he held, holding Joanne's sweaty, chilled palms in both of his own while
he fought the stinging tears in his eyes. He looked up, lost for words. ::How can you relate
a horrific disaster like this? :: he thought. "I can't. Not yet. I.. I-it's not over yet." he whispered.
"Oh, Johnny. He can't even fight back. There's no fire." Joanne sobbed in the tiniest of voices.
The shreds of Gage's remaining courage, built back up during the hour it took for him and working
crews to free Captain Stanley from the building, fled like burst fruit and he found himself clinging
to the wife of his friend like a needy child. "It's so hard. I.. It's hard." he choked. "But he's
not..." Johnny broke off. "They're not...gone. Not yet. I know I'd feel it if they were." he sighed.
Joanne separated softly and wiped the traces of weeping from Gage's plaster dusted face. "I trust
you, Johnny. And the others, just as deeply." she half smiled through barely veiled underlying
panic.
A stab of anger coursed through Johnny when he remembered the last order Captain Stanley
had given him, that he had given ALL of them. . ::He was dead wrong. Why didn't he see that?!:: he
raged inwardly. On the outside, he held his face in professionalism.
Gage nodded, firming up his
mouth. "It's only a matter of time before they're found. Every available county fire station's been
mobilized. And most of the city's." he said of Los Angeles. "They're moving fast, Joanne. And
they're sifting very carefully with their best dogs. I saw them beginning already when I had to leave..."
he broke off.. " ..leave with Cap. That's the hard part about being a paramedic. You're tied
to your current patient, whereever he goes. You have no choice about it even if you want so badly
to go back to help in a search.." he choked.
Mrs. DeSoto immediately took him into another
desperate embrace.
"Shh," Joanne soothed. "It's ok. One thing at a time. We mustn't fall apart.
Not now. Roy needs us to be strong. Chet, Marco, and Mike are counting on that, too. Oh, Johnny..
Close your eyes if you have to from moment to moment, but just trust yourself to do your job....
...I do.." she pleaded.
Gage swallowed hard and blinked. "You're right. You're absolutely right.
I..."
"Fireman Gage.." came a nurse's voice from the desk.
"Yeah?" Johnny said, moving
quickly to her side as he returned his heavily scratched and stained helmet to his head.
"They're
bringing in your partner and another named Kelly from your engine crew." she said, pointing to the
scanner and the backs of two doctors, leaning over the base station inside the glass receiving room.
"Dr. Brackett left standing orders. He thought you two should know." she told him. "They're both
alive but their reported conditions are rated as serious."
"How are they coming in? By rig
or by chopper?"
"By air. On the same flight.They're on approach right now with Station 8's
paramedics." she said.
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"Thank you.." Gage said, grabbing Joanne's hand eagerly. Mrs. DeSoto needed no encouragement to follow
him out the ambulance entrance doors to the helicopter landing pad. "Now Joanne. Stand where I tell
you to stand and don't even think about moving closer once we get there." he told her firmly. "The
rotors have a nasty reach."
"I understand.." she sobbed, longing to see her husband.
Blinking
in the fierce daylight, Johnny took Joanne to the edge of the parking lot and put her slightly behind
him to shield her from all the flying landing debris. He could just make out Craig Brice's bent
form working a suction tube on someone through the cabin window.
He got on his HT to their
call channel. "HT 8. This is HT 51. I'm outside to help you transfer to your rendevous point."
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Joanne saw Craig's head snap up in recognition at Johnny's broadcast and the real private reason
that he was actually there. Brice offered the two figures below an encouraging visual thumbs up through
the glass panes as the large red and white helicopter touched down cautiously into place.
Roy's wife practically melted against a bordering palm tree. "Oh, thank G*d." she sighed over the
roar of the spinning props.
Gage gave her hand one final squeeze and then he ran out in front
of the pilot to await his flashing hand signal that it was safe enough to approach the side door.
He got it half a minute later.
Then the chopper door cracked open to reveal...
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************************************************** From: Jeff Seltun <finiterider@yahoo.com> Date:
Wed Jul 19, 2006 11:28 am Subject: Transfer of Care..
...the unmistakable shape of Roy's
feet and body, lying under a yellow shock sheet in a stokes. Johnny saw that he was unconscious
and firmly head and neck immobilized, but he was entirely without an ET. "What's his Glasgow?"
he asked Brice as he grabbed an edge of the basket stretcher along with several hospital orderlies
to help pull DeSoto out of the chopper.
"Nine. We found ligature around his neck from electrical
wires. He's started not being able to handle secretions just a minute ago, but we've seen no obvious
deformity of the underlying structures in his neck. Resp rate's twenty six. Here, take this.."
shouted Craig, passing off a suction tube to Johnny that he had placed openly on Roy's exposed EKG
cabled chest. "His lungs are still sounding clear. If you need it, the ambu's right there." said Craig,
pointing to the clear green bag valve mask assembled and waiting off a regulator cracked oxygen
tank lying in between Roy's knees.
"Ok." Gage saw that Roy had dark facial congestion with
faint centralized cyanosis above well demarcated petechial hemorrhages from his neck on upwards,
above the shallow cut the constricting wires had made. Both of his unseeing half cracked eyes were
shot red with high pressured in blood and his tongue had swelled out around one side of the oral
airway. "Just the strangulation?"
"Yeah.." said Craig. "Quit breathing on us for a few seconds
while we were digging him out but his sats got up again quickly after a few shots off the ventilator.
No rib fractures at all. We guess he was protected by the main support beam we found lying over him."
Johnny sucked out another surge of bloody saliva from Roy's mouth as they carried his dusty stokes
over to a safety braked, bare mattressed, and wheeled gurney. "His EKG's holding. Sinus tach. Bump
down the I.V. His intervals are shortening."
"Thanks. I got it." said Craig, dialing down the
Ringer's crammed under Roy's shoulder. "Babinski's is normal on both, but we collared him anyway."
"Craig. Joanne's here. We gotta plan out what to tell her." Johnny gasped while they pushed Roy
closer to the edge of the parking lot.
"John, we'll think of something." Brice said with a
half smile. "How about,.. 'Don't worry. He's nowhere near dying?'"
"That'll work." grinned
Gage.
"Sure it will." retorted Craig. "Because it's true."
They were still inside the dangerous
hundred foot flight zone when Roy's stomach began rippling forcefully. That halted them all.
"Hold it. Hold it!" Gage ordered, anticipating a possible need for a rapid log roll. "Is he choking?
Or vomiting?"
Craig bent over Roy with a penlight, who had been rapidly tipped onto his side
so Brice could look into his mouth and clear it with the suction tube. "It's just nausea. The general
swelling inside's still about the same."
Gage spoke up, having snatched the stethoscope from around
Craig's collar. "Breathing's ok. And still no thrill or bruit." he said, feeling and listening
lightly over Roy's carotid arteries, one at a time. "Got it all?" he said, holding Roy's oxygen mask
nearer, on continual blow by.
"Yeah.." said Craig, removing the last of the gastric debris leaking
from Roy's mouth. A strong sound of empty air sucking inwards into the tube announced the task's
completion. Brice sighed in relief. "Ok, guys, let's go.." he told the attendants as Johnny repositioned
the O2 flow back over his partner's nose and mouth firmly.
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"Easy. Easy.." Johnny said as they set DeSoto onto his back once again and elevated his gurney's
head a little higher so the stokes would angle up along with it. Only then did Gage give a glance
back towards Chet who was beginning to be eased out of the hot running chopper, attended by Brice's
partner, Bellingham. "How's Kelly doing?"
"Non specific head injury. Reacts to pain but he's
got an unexplained unsteady low BP that isn't reacting to a fluid challenge."
"That's why
he was flown? And the reason for the mast suit?" Johnny asked, pointing back at the attendants now
carrying Kelly's stokes to a second gurney waiting a safe distance away from the helicopter.
"Yeah." Brice told him.
"What else did you find on him?"
"Not much else. All quadrants
were soft. We found no ecchymosis anywhere past his forehead and his right shoulder. Does a broken
pinky count as serious trauma?" he joked.
"Maybe his hypotension's due to inhaled fumes or something."
Johnny replied, grinning.
"It might be that. He's got some rales bilaterally that the oxygen
isn't clearing." Brice shared.
Gage paled uncontrollably when he did the next natural thing. He
asked about his coworkers.
Brice met his eyes fully. "There's still no word. But the dogs are
reacting positively. Someone's still alive under the debris and they're getting excited right over
the spot where your men were ordered in." Johnny fought his emotions for a long moment.
Then he shook himself. "All right, I'm breaking away to go handle Joanne. Thanks for their updates."
Johnny said, reluctantly releasing the brachial grip he had on Roy's weak arm pulse.
"No problem."
smiled Brice as he loosened his helmet's chin strap. Then his expression changed. "I'm sorry all
of this had to happen, Johnny."
Gage sighed at the repeat of Brice's rare usage of his first
name. "So am I, Craig. So am I... Our captain waded through the worst possible situation call
imaginable. And unfortunately, he's gonna have to live with what he did along with the all the rest
of us."
"It's a real tough break. Is the chief here yet?"
"No, but he's gonna be and I
don't think I wanna be there when it comes time for Cap to start facing all the music." Johnny said,
eyeing up Roy's EKG monitor one more time. "That flow rate's good, Craig. Lock it off. His tach's
slowing." he said as he ducked down to leave the hospital workers and station eight's paramedics
to finish conveying Chet and Roy into Rampart.
Seconds later, it would have taken a hydraulic
spreader with jaws on full to break Joanne away from her husband's side. Her tears gone, inner
strength took over solidly in their place. "Roy, I'm here with you and Chet. Johnny's here, too.
So's Hank. Don't worry about anything you don't have to worry about. Let the doctors do the hard
part for you, love. Can you feel me holding your hand?" she said loudly as they entered through the
ambulance doors.
Dr. Brackett met both firemen and Kel triaged them right there in the entryway.
"Tardieu spots?" he noted as he peeled up Roy's eyelids with both hands.
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Craig nodded. "And the beginnings of dysphagia although I can't tell if it's cranial nerve IX involvement
or just due to posterior or lateral pharyngeal wall bruising. We've had to suction out his airway
twice during the last three minutes."
Kel nodded, and turned to a very closely listening Dixie
McCall. "Dix, order the standard trauma blood studies: CBC, electrolytes, and all warranted blood
chemistry levels, blood type and cross- matching. For his imaging studies, I want plain-film radiography
in a 3-view series of the cervical spine to look for emphysema, fractures, displacement of the
trachea, and the possible presence of a foreign body.
"Craig,when we get into the presurgical
room, I want you to establish a second intravenous access in that arm opposite the side of this
injury." he said pointing to the soft sign nonexpanding hematoma that Craig had told him about over
the radio at the scene.".. I want that option working in case disruption of Roy's ipsilateral venous
circulation has occurred." Brackett said. "Has his breathing been noisy or impaired at all following
that apneic period he suffered during extrication?"
"No, doctor." said Brice. "He didn't complain
of tenderness over his larynx or trachea even one bit before he blacked out. I didn't feel anything
out of the ordinary there either."
Brackett palpated Roy's throat cautiously down to the shoulders.
"I agree with your findings. But let's err to the side of caution. Dixie, prepare Roy for an
emergent intubation. He's starting to show an increasing inability to suitably handle his secretions
here. While he's being intubated, tell the respiratory specialist I want him to look for obvious
distortions of any neck landmarks, tell him particularly to watch out for tracheal deviation or the
existence of large amounts of subcutaneous air. I'll join up with him in a minute."
Joanne
stepped forward, looking startled. "Wait a minute. Johnny, Kel..I thought you both said my husband
was doing all right.."
"He's doing fine all things considering, Mrs. DeSoto." said Kel, taking
her aside while he waved the orderlies to move Roy on into a nearby treatment room. "But Roy may
develop hard signs of an arterial injury, include a resumption of expansion in his neck bruising
with severe active or pulsatile bleeding. He may develop shock unresponsive to fluids, or start
showing signs of a cerebral infarct, with or without the presence of a bruit or thrill and diminished
distal limb pulses.
"Virtually all patients with newly developing hard signs of an arterial injury
require operative repair. And for that possibility, Roy will have to be fully airway protected
and anesthetized or things might quickly become problematic in very short order."
"But what
if he gets better on his own, Doctor Brackett? Sticking a tube down his throat sounds a little bit
extreme to me." she said worriedly.
Kel bent over Chet, beginning Kelly's quick survey after
he glanced over Bellingham's notes on him. "Mrs. DeSoto, soft signs, such as stable bruising and
absent paresthesias, do not improve the predictive value of an arterial injury any more than guessing
its wound proximity to a major vessel just by viewing what the area looks like. The fact that we
still have a clear presence of both carotid pulses doesn't exactly exclude a vascular injury,
nor would a sudden absence of a strong pulse on either side be indicative of vascular damage. We
won't necessarily have to perform surgery on Roy today once he's been secured. But he needs endoscopy
regardless to reassure everybody that his trachea truly hasn't been structurally compromised. Before
inserting any scope, we will confirm that his airway is patent, intact, and thoroughly protected
before we begin anything. Also, as a side hedge to that ace, his films will reveal beforehand, all
possible cervical spine disruptions. Afterwards, once he begins to reawaken, we can begin checking
for neurological deficits. ."
"Roy might be paralyzed?!" Joanne quailed.
"It's always possible.
We won't know whether or not he is until he's conscious." Brackett told her frankly.
Joanne
sucked in her breath, not willing to face such a disturbing idea.
Brackett knew that as a
fireman's wife, Joanne would always appreciate brutal medical honesty before anything else concerning
her husband's condition. So he went on. "Not only was Roy's spinal cord vulnerable how he was injured,
but so were other neural pathways like the phrenic, recurrent laryngeal, and lower lying cranial
nerves, as well as the brachial plexus bundle. Additionally, detection of a neurological deficit
may signify damage to the carotid or vertebral arteries with subsequent CNS ischemia.
"But
then again, anything adverse that happens in the future could occur only temporarily. When pressure
is exerted on the the carotid vessels of the neck, a decreased level of consciousness occurs,
but only sometimes, will contralateral hemiparesis result because of it, mimicking stroke-like symptoms."
Brackett said.
"What should I be on the look out for later on, doctor?" Joanne asked, studying
Chet's half conscious, wincing face while Kel palpated his injured shoulder around the splint.
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"Any drooping of the corner of the mouth, vocal hoarseness. An inability to shrug a shoulder while
rotating his chin simultaneously to the opposite shoulder, like someone would do while putting on
a T-shirt over one's head. Any sideways deviation of the tongue after he sticks it out at you. Tell
us immediately if that happens. Especially if he thinks it's jutting straight out perfectly..." Kel
suggested. "These are all abnormal cranial nerve signs."
"I'll watch for them." she said, moving
off to the same chair in the waiting room that she had been in when she first ran into Johnny Gage
ten minutes earlier.
Dr. Brackett looked to Station Eight's medic as he kept a hand on Kelly's
stomach to monitor his slightly rapid respirations. "I've found suggestions of Zone I wounds right
here. He might have suffered damage to his thoracic cavity.." he said, showing Bellingham the
faintest marks now just beginning to rise over Chet's collarbones. He mandated an order for a chest
x-ray. ::I'll circumspectly review the film for a hemopneumothorax or a widening mediastinum with
emphysema.:: he mentally planned out. "The crackling breath sounds you're hearing could be due,
not to gas inhalation, but to possible developing bilateral pleural hematomas. Nurse. Get another
pressure. Stat. " he told the one assigned to assist him with Chet. Then he asked his paramedic another
question. "How was he when you first uncovered him?"
Bob frowned thoughtfully. "Unresponsive to
verbal but he was self ventilating adequately. Unlike Roy, he never turned a bad color at any
time."
"A point in his favor. Looks like Chet's proved once again that he's got a head hard
enough to survive just about anything. "
"Doctor,.. blood pressure is eighty over forty." said
the nurse.
"Ok, let's get him into Three." Brackett grimaced tightly.
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